Why I don’t think it’s a shame I’m disabled, although I understand people mean well when they say it.
Here’s a video about how I do some cleaning with my CP. FYI You get to see me walking around in this video too:
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Check out my new video about how I cook with cerebral palsy
Over this past week or so I’ve hit a real emotion low and I don’t mind telling you that it’s been hard. Very hard.
There’s been a couple of things at play that have contributed to this. Some of it is thanks to the fact that I’m feeling quite hormonal (not that you wanted to know), but as I’ve also told you before, my cerebral palsy and my period do not get on. It makes my legs ache right down to the bones and during that time I also feeling a lot stiffer. That doesn’t exactly boost my mood either.
Other factors are that it feels like everyone around me is moving forward in their lives while I’m stuck. Job hunting is not going well, and the things I’m finding to apply for are either in areas that I can’t afford to live in, or are in areas that would possibly be too hard for me to live independently in geographically, because they’re very hilly or not easy to get around. I would probably still go for the jobs in these areas though and look into getting a powered wheelchair, although this isn’t really something I want to do. More on that in a separate post.
I made a new disability video! I also make a lot of non disability related videos on my YouTube channel too so be sure to go have a look and check those out too!
It worries me more and more these days.